Beauty is certainly a soft, smooth, slippery thing, and therefore of a nature which easily slips in and permeates our souls.

At 27.. soon to be 28 I never thought that this would be my life.  You can say its kind of been a wild rollercoaster ride even though I hate that analogy.  I'm separated, the only thing tying me to a stranger I know very well, or thought I knew are my two beautiful girls.  I came out ( well was outed)  as being bisexual last year.  In turn costing me everything.  I up and moved not that long ago away from a person I loved, and a place I had gotten so comfortable with to the sunny sugary sandy beaches of Florida.  Although, daunting and scary to move to a new place with no home, no prospects and no money.. I think im starting to fall in love with it here.  Although, I will always hold a little resentment for the sunshine state being that moving here cost me a great love.  In the end though eveything happens for a reason. And if there is no good reason.. well at least I can say I got to bask in beauty of the beach and the ocean anytime I wanted.  And I get to sing my girls to sleep everynight.   Im trying hard to find my niche here.. and really just trying to find myself.  And regardless of all pain Ive endured and how much Ive struggled and broken down, I am rising like a phoenix once again.   I want to see beauty again, trust again, love again and smile cause I truly am happy.   So I guess I should be ultra dramatic and throw my arms up in the air and say, " Look out world here I come!" And those of you who know me.. well u know I had to do it after writing that.:)